Where art thou?

Monday, 7 May 2012

oh U K

I MISS ENGLAND. I miss my freedom there. I miss the air there. YES. THE AIR. THE FRESH AIR. (in Lancaster that is) London does not have fresh air. haha. I miss eating whatever I want. I miss cooking. I miss the food that is available there. I miss everything about my uni life in UK. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

(not relating to me missing UK).
Life can be soooo unfair sometimes. And sometimes you just wonder, why are all these unhappy things happening to u. And you know you've gotta stay strong and have positive thoughts. And try to stay happy no matter what cause you only get to live once. 

xoxo, Soraya 

Wednesday, 18 April 2012

super busy me

I haven't been this busy ever!
I've got so many things on hand.
I'm actually kinda freaked out.
Takut tak siap and then i'm doomed.
cam tak cukup doomed dah kan.

A lot of things happened since the last post.
I won't blab about it now.
Ok, just one short one, last Monday, didn't have the MOnday Blues. not even a bit! causeeee..
I had a role in the co.'s corp. video. Had shooting on that day. Got all dolled up.
Felt like an artist. Turned out to look like a friggin stewardess. hahaha.
Acted as the "chairman's secretary".
oh well. one step to being famous! HAHAHA RIGHT -_-"
AAAANYWAY,
I think i'll have time to post some other stuff after May 10th.

On a diff note, I'll be going to Russell Peters Notorious World Tour 2012!!!
So excited! finally something to look forward to.

Now let's hope there's someone for me to look forward to in the near future.
haha. kidding. need to get my life settled out first.

xoxo,
Soraya

Thursday, 22 March 2012

saat2 mencuci mata


hahahaha! so basically, for those who don't understand the title of this post, cuci mata literally means washing the eyes BUT sometimes it's a term used to describe one's act of looking at someone that's nice to look at. aka, sedap mata memandang. hihihihi.

So, these past few days, someone interesting has been coming to the office everyday since Tuesday. I hardly get to cuci mata nowadays. boo~ anyhoo, Soraya pun mengambil kesempatan untuk mencuci mata. like hello, kasi can sikit ok. i'm like kinda stressed out with work this week. at least, there's something interesting kan.
plus, i'm single, so I don't feel guilty :p cuci mata JER pun :)
as compared to uni life, hari2 cuci mata and it's like every now and then cuci mata sebenarnya. HAHAHA. until i'm immune to it. hambik kau.. immune. lol.
and now i'm missing it like crazy. i know a few of my frens would totally agree with me ;) u know who u are. haha.

alright, need to get on with work!
ganbarimasu!
berusaha kita!

xoxo, Soraya

Tuesday, 20 March 2012

busy little bee

So last week, I went to Janda Baik for 7 days. holiday? NEY, i went for work.
It was a school holiday camp for kids and youth where they learn about personal safety, sex education, self-defense and much more.
It was really interesting and fun!
I was one of the facilitators and I myself learned some new stuffs too. lol.

Since we were in Janda baik, and our camp was just along the river, we went into the river almost everyday. ALMOST. haha. I only went in fully (before that takat gedik2 main2 air kat tepi je ahahha) during the girls' camp. well yea cause have to make sure they don't go too far cause the current was quite strong. the girls really had a fun time splashing water at me. didn't wanna get drenched at first, but they were like Kak soraya masuk lah masuk lah! and i'm like.. haa takper takper. saya kena jaga korang. then they saw me shiver and they were like OMG KAK SORAYA MENGGIGIL. like YES GIRLS!!! I'M COLD. WHAT DO U EXPECT. so i decided to dip in cause it wouldn't be too cold then and yessss, right after they saw me dipped in, i got up and YEAY!!!! SPLASH SPLASH SPLASH. there was only one soraya facing 10 teenage girls. pfft! kena bully. oh well. it was fun nevertheless.

the facilitators took shifts every night to just guard around just in case if anything happens. so i picked the 4am-6am shift during the girls' camp. it was freakin cold during that hour!!!! but lovin the fresh air. and apparently another faci saw a 'pontianak' across the river, on top of a tree around 2.30am. THANK GOD, i didn't look up at the trees across the river when i was doing my shift. it didn't even cross my mind anyway about all these things.

During the kids camp, i had to become a fireman, but i'll talk about it once i have the picture. hehe. i made new frens! they were so nice and we clicked instantly. some girls are so easy to make friends with. i love that. :) but they're all in a different division, so hardly gonna see them again. huhu.

I got back on thursday night, and friday morning i was back at the office facing a pile of workload on the desk. HORROR. and the amount of deadline this week is just crazyyyyy. HAIH.
let's hope there's a bit of a breather for me next week. fighto-OH!

xoxo, Soraya

Saturday, 3 March 2012

Hello March!

Hellooooo everybody!

So, I didn't update much in Feb. I got cooped up with work etc.
Anyhoo, my 3rd n final job rotation is just around the corner!
I will be attached to the CSR department! yeay!!!!
I'm so excited!
It's at the head office in KL.
I've always enjoyed CSR stuff so I have a good feeling about this final rotation.
Let's all pray that I'll love my work there.
Cause i believe that you have to love what you do. Gotta be passionate about your job then everything will go well.
So kalau stress pun takper. :)

besides that, last month, i finally met my online fren in person!!!
I met her through mIRC (do u guys remember mIRC?!?!)
We happen to know the same person and from there we kinda trust each other cause we had a mutual fren. (she had a crush on my schoolmate) SMALL WORLD IT IS.
from that day onwards, we became online friends till now.
So the first time that we actually knew how each other looked like was when we had facebook!
We became frens in 2001 and we've always been in touch with each other. even when we both studied overseas, we would send emails cause chatting was a bit difficult due to time difference.
and finally, after 11 years, we finally planned to meet up!!! and we did!
at first we thought that it would be awkward cause we're soooo used to just chatting, gossiping, via YM. ahahaha but after meeting up, it was just like 2 girls having their gossip session and catching up with each other life stories.
:)

u know, during my centralized training, our lunch will always be a free buffet at this restaurant called Halia in Sim Darby Convention Centre, and good god the food there is AWESOME. and yesterday was the last free buffet for us cause it was the last centralized training. HUHUHU.
no more free buffet at Halia!
oh well. dah ada gaji sendiri kan. hohoho.

aight, it's a nice Saturday.
gotta go freshen up and start the day!!!

xoxo, Soraya

Sunday, 12 February 2012

no fun on Feb 14th 2012 for me

Although I don't celebrate Valentine's Day but ever since I was 15, I would plan to do something fun on that day. since everyone seems to be all lovey-dovey. I thought i'ld share some friendship love with my friends.
I would either go out with my friends or have them over for dinner and just chill and laugh around.
However, this year. I don't think there's gonna be any fun mojo going on, on the 14th. It's a weekday and i would be tired by the time i get home, also i'ld have to get up early the next day for work. It's not the same like back in uni where my friends & I would sleep at 4 or 5am because we are still at my room laughing our asses off and we would all make it to our 9am lecture.
Damn, i really miss those days. boo~

I'll just hope it's going to be a fine day then.

no spongebob, not this time. :|

xoxo, Soraya

Sunday, 5 February 2012

A story about a ...

"guess" what this post will be about.. LOL

So, I had a group coursework when i was in my 2nd year. There were four of us in the group and one of the group members is a guy from Ukraine. The first time when my other group member introduced him to the rest of us, he just gave a hello, no smile, no shaking hands and straight away sat down. I got the impression that he's not a fun type then. BUT I WAS WRROONNGGG.

After that first time of us all knowing who is who, we had our first group meeting and i guess he warmed up himself with the group. The following meetings after that he will always do something that never fails to make me laugh. He is such a fun person to be with! I never look forward for group meetings u see cause it's always so serious and stressful but for this particular group coursework, i look forward to it every time. It is a bit stressful sometimes but he lightens up the seriousness. :)

He is also a gentleman. The act of chivalry was always there. He will never fail to open the door for me. Even when he is walking behind me, he will try to hold the door by reaching out his hand. Once, after our meeting, I was walking behind him and he suddenly stop midway. so i stopped too, then he asked me to walk in front cause it's not nice if he walks in front of me. I decided to just walk beside him instead. :p

There was this one time where he asked whether i know the theme song for Star Wars, the Darth Vader theme to be exact. So i said yea n he asked me to sing the tune and i did. While i was singing the tune, he made some sounds. I thought he wanted me to stop so i did. But then he asked me why i stopped, he was doing the sound effects of the light sabers! LOL. So i had to continue. hahahaha. our other group member who was in front of us, just shook his head when he heard us doing the star wars thingy (this guy is the serious one in the group).

Once when we were at the computer lab, we were talking about how long our names were. SO he said whenever he's at the immigration counter, the officers will just look for a short while and let him pass cause his name is just too long they couldn't be bothered. hahha. and he showed me his passport (who on earth brings their passport everywhere they go yea.. hahaha comel gila) and u know how our passport pictures are young pictures of us right? so he looked so young in that picture and very good looking too! so i blurted out "WOW! You look so ..... young!" the truth is, i almost blurted out "WOW! You look so hot!" HAHAHAHAH. nasib baik aku tak ckp tuh.

Also, once, one of the group members were not in a good mood. she was really sad about something so i started singing the song Don't Worry Be Happy and i stopped midway (well i wouldn't want to sing the whole song right?) but he continued the song! ahahhaha.

I had a crush on this guy. (can't u tell?!?!) HEHEHE. I am not in contact with him anymore. In my 3rd year, we didn't take the same subjects so I didn't see him anymore after my 2nd year. But i am glad that I've met such a person. He is very nice and he makes me laugh all the time. I love those two attributes in a guy. Having good looks is a major plus. this crush of mine, well, good looking la. my friends said he looks like a model. hohoho. but kalau muka ada tapi hati takder buat apa kan? especially those good looking guys who will always make friends with good looking girls je or they know they're good looking so they act arrogantly. menyampah gila.
I miss having such a person, like this crush i'm talking about, in my life.

Here in Malaysia, it's so difficult to find a guy who will actually hold the door for you or even let you pass through the door first. They were not taught of this chivalry acts. I mean, letting you through first is the least that they can do. I'm not saying there's none... ada la. tapi sikit sangat.

I want someone like the guy whom i had a crush on when i was in my 2nd year cause I was never sad at that time. Even if I was stressful or sad, it will go away quickly.

xoxo, Soraya