Where art thou?

Wednesday, 30 March 2011


When you're at the lowest point of your life, that feeling inside.. It's just a nasty feeling isn't it? All one can do is just cry it out. Pour it out whatever you call it. No matter what you do now, you can't change it. It might partly be my fault I guess for not being as prepared as I should be but I was not prepared for that. like that's it, if u get it alright, if u don't. bye bye. I still can't accept the fact that this is actually happening to me. I'm like a water pipe turning on and off. It's on right now as I'm writing this. pfft! I need to stop this as soon as possible, pull myself together and get myself a freaking 1st class honours!!!! I'll show them. U don't want me fine. There are other opportunities out there for me! It's not eeeverything. I'm sure someone out there sees me as a great person who will give great performance with the right people around me. Are all their people that great anyway? Do they speak fluent english? I might not be that awesome but yea.. They might not want me because I screw up part of what I went through and I'm not what they are looking for.
Oh well, everything happens for a reason and I'm sure Allah has better plans for me.
I have always been a happy cheerful person and I'm not gonna let this ruin my life.

Dear god, I'm trying my best to stay strong and as positive as I can, please give me the strength to do so. Aamin.

Berusaha Soraya!!!! Ganbatte!

p/s: If any of the comments relates to the question why so.. I shall not answer. I hope you understand. thank you. :)

Tuesday, 8 March 2011


I've got a 3000 words essay due in on the 18th of March!!!!
and I haven't written anything!!
been reading n reading on the leadership theories to relate to the leader I chose to write on..


waaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(((((

Tuesday, 1 March 2011


I love cupcakes!
Who doesn't right?

They are so cute! Yes, food CAN be cute too ya know.
I'm tight with work right now. Work overload seriously.
3000 words essay worth 40% tak buat lagi ha.
(BERUSAHA SORAYA!!! kata2 semangat buat diri -sendiri.. kesian) :p

Anyway, I was craving for cupcakes the other week, and lucky me!, every thursday, the Town market will come to uni so, the Yummy Cupcakes (that's the name of the co. yo!) had their stall up as well! whee~ :D
These are the cupcakes that I bought due to my craving. hehe. ;)
From top left: Vanilla, Snickers, Vanilla with Choc cupcake and Barbie vanilla (obviously the one in pink) haha.

In Westfield, London, there's a shop that sells cupcakes (can't remember the name now), nyway, they sell cupcake shake!!! It's like milkshake, but just an additional of A CUPCAKE! hahaha.
seeeedaaap!! mmmm..I was waiting for my cupshake, decided to snap a pic at the "booth".

It's soo good. It can be a bit too sweet but it's still good!

Stay calm, have a cupcake!
xx, Soraya