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Tuesday 10 March 2009

Marching thru March


well, seems that i haven't been blogging that often hmm.. cuba teka kenapa... ahhaha bongek. i've been busy with reports, assignments, etc. i don't quite like this university life. but then again, when i start working, i bet i'll say something like "i wish i was back in uni".. and with my uni life being in the UK.. i'm sure gonna miss it at that time. oh well, that's the future, shall not worry about that yet. should be grateful no? but there's so many things to do and every subject is getting tougher! and yes.. i bet one would say "oh well, that's uni life".. urrgh. not going anywhere with this.. therefore, basically, i've gotta enjoy every moment of my uni life and make sure i get good grades!!!! GAMBATE!!! :) (a bit of motivation going on here yall.. hehe.)

a few days back, i watched a video of Dot (my future niece or nephew).. he or she has got arms n legs now!!! and all of us once looked like aliens don't we? when we were in our moms womb when we were just about to form into a normal human shape.. we really really looked like an alien.. u know how people always describe aliens as big head two big eyes.. yea.. like that. and yet we then were created into beautiful human beings.. the wonders of god. Masyaallah. :)
still can't tell whether dot would be a girl or a boy cause the erm.. i forgot the name in english.. it's something cord.. oh yea, the umbillical cord kept covering that part so yea.. can't see yet. dot kept moving, i saw him/her golek2.. so cute. ingat mak dia punya womb swimming pool ker ar. kesian my sis. morning sickness n all. but i guess it's all worth it in the end :D

i had a chat with one of my close frens just now on msn and we were talking about relationships. it all started when i asked her about her status on facebook as she just changed it back to in a relationship. she told me that being together with someone is not like laying on a bed of roses.. it's not all that beautiful..
in my opinion, if u lay on a bed of roses, then it is like being in a relationship then wouldn't it.. yes it's beautiful and all, but sometimes u'll get prick with thorns. soo it's a yes and no thing going on there. hhaha.. but anyway, she told me loads of stuff just now and every single thing that she told me, i found it to be so true. like how u sometimes have to make sacrifices and all those stuff. well, followed by examples from her life. am not going to share it here tho.
i realised that she changed.. her perspective on relationship i mean.. compared to back then. she also said nice things about me not having one yet and all those stuff. which made me feel not pathetic anymore.. HAHHAHAH. but yea.. i'm really really glad that i talked to her just now. she's one person who knows how i feel cause she went thru more or less the same things i went thru.
oh well, my time will come. i have faith.

and yes, i think i ought to go now, got a project to work on. deadline's next week! huhu! fightooo-O!! till then... xoxo!

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