EXAM SHMEXAMS!

SHMEXAMS.. sounds very.. ooh la la no? HAHAHA. Weird. Anyway, i just finished my management accounting paper just now. MY GOD, it wasn't easy, it wasn't that hard.. I JUST DON'T KNOW. I know i've lost 12 marks, confirm gone. yg lain tak tau lah. :( waaaaaa.

the weather is sooooo nice right now. it's such a beautiful day! the sun is shining, the sky is blue... and i just feel like berlari berkejaran bergolek-golek on the nice green grass BUT Soraya has to study! STUDY WOMAN STUDY! grrrrr~ i've got my strategic management paper this Monday and Principles of Financial Accounting the next day! THE NEXT DAY. WHY?!?! but i pity friends more as they have 4 papers straight in a row!!! but i know they can do it!!!! they're awesome! :) Go Nadia FN and Yana!!! wooh!!!! BERUSAHA!!!! Nadia MN n I are in the same boat cause our paper is like next day to each other. must berusaha too! go Ketuts! :D

I'm gonna have more of like the 4 papers straight in a row starting the 24th. not really straight lah cause got one day break in between. 24th, 25th, 27th & 28th. OMG, even looking at the dates after writing it here looks horrible!!!! eeeeeeee..

right now, this very minute, one of the cypriots is having his own cheer moment. HAAHAHAH. bengong ar diorang nih. OMG, a few days back, i was untangling the vaccuum's wire at my door, and one of my flatmates, passed by and he wasn't wearing any top on, just his sweatpants, u know how it's like your reflects to just look up when someone walked pass in front of u right, so i did and the moment i did that, my iPod (i was wearing my iPod at that time) paused! and he winked at me. I went Hi! closed my door and laugh like mad and got grossed out! HAHAHAHAHAH GELIIIIII OKAY!!!! serious geli. eee. ahahahahah. they are always shirtless! the first time i got in to my flat last year, opened the main door n PAP, some guy's body at my eye level.. i was like erk! then he went, oh sorry. he thought i was his fren as he was expecting someone. HAHHA thank god he's cute. ahahhahaha what a way to welcome me to my flat yea? :D dunno whether i've mentioned this before but there are only 3 msians in my flat and the rest (7 people) are all Cypriots. hahahah. a minority when it comes to my flat. but they're nice! tho sometimes can be a "BIT" noisy!

ookaayyy, i better get going.. it's 4.21pm now, must start study at 4.30pm! i hope so. I HAVE TO!! exam soraya ooiiiii. nanti sendiri menyesal.. huhuhu. oh yes, ending it with a random fact yea? hmmmm okay.

in Jodhpur, India, they have blue houses!!! hence the picture.
i'm having some trouble moving the picture to down here. HMPH. :)

toodles for now! wish me luck for my exam! n good luck to u! ganbarimasu!

SMILE :)

Smile, though your heart is aching,

Smile, even though it's breaking.

When there are clouds in the sky-

You'll get by.

If you smile through your pain and sorrow,

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through

For you.

Light up your face with gladness,

Hide every trace of sadness.

Although a tear may be ever so near,

That's the time you must keep on trying,

Smile, what's the use of crying?

You'll find that life is still worthwhile,

If you just smile.

Smile is a song, originally used as an instrumental theme in the soundtrack for the 1936 Charlie Chaplin movie Modern Times

GOSH!!

Eiffel! :)

Champs Elysse!

I! at one of the I Amsterdam blocks. :)

In Keukenhof's green house! the tulips outside weren't fully bloom yet. this is good enough!

another pose together with frens at I amsterdam!

London-my friends n i playing Rock Band via xBox at our friend's place!! this was super cool!!!

OHMAIGAWD, LAMA GILAAAA TAK BLOG OKAY. LIKE LAMA GILA. WHHYY??!? i've been super bz and didn't have the mood to blog when i had some free time. was busy with courseworks then when holiday came, was in a holiday mood so tak layan blog ni ha. ahahhaha! I've been saying that i'll blog about my paris trip and what not. BUT MASIH tak. but i put up 2 pics up there of Paris. hahaha. no, i'm not gonna blog about it now still! hahaha. will do LAMBAAAT LAGI. don't ask why.

kenapa tiba2 ada underline ni!! okay, something's wrong with the post, suddenly got underline and i don't know how to un-underline it. ahahah.

anyhoo, during my easter break, i went to London n Amsterdam! woot woot! it was soo much fun! will talk about it after my xm!

hehe. my first paper is less than a month, i'm not ready for it AT ALL. THE HORROR THE HORROR. my exam starts on the 7th of May and ends on May 28th! let's all pray for the best aight! i'm currently doing my coursework now (ADA LAGI okay. siut gila.) i want to read marketing!!! grrrrrr~

oh oh! i've got myself an iPod nano!!! the 5th generation one. it's striking Pink! I LOVE IT!

from today onwards, i'll end my blog with an interesting fact okay?! well, i don't know whether it'll be interesting to u or not, but it's just stuff that i just found out! hehehe.

DIDSH U KNOW.. that M.A.C. , Origins, Aveda, and Clinique are all under Estee Lauder? :)

just a little note when..

With a smile and a song

Life is just a bright sunny day

Your cares fade away and your heart is young

With a smile and a song

All the world seems to wake in a new rejoycing with you

As the song is sung

There's no use in grumbling when raindrops come tumbling

Remember you're the one

You can fill the world with sunshine

When you smile and you sing

Everything is in tune and in spring and life flows along

With a smile and a song

And life flows along

With a smile and a song

:)

I do believe this helps when i'm stressed out or feeling down with grey skies over me.

goodbye grey skies hello blue!

Well, not literally as what the title says. cause lancaster is always raining! but yeap! emo moment gone right on the very next day!!! Alhamdulillah. I hate being all so emo. ANYWAY, i received 3 parcels on the very next day!!! i just repeated "the very next day" twice. make it 3 including the one i just wrote. :P i was well happy when i saw my name on the list at the porter's lodge! i hardly get any parcels so like to get one (in this case 3) was like OOoooOo!!!! AHAHHAHA. well i knew i was gonna get some parcels going on but not at the same time! so it got me all hyped up! hehehe. One was from my parents! woot woot! :D one was frm Amazon! (but buku account.. booooo :P) and the other was from DELL!!! the dell one really got me. i really thought i would be getting back my netbook next week! i didn't realise that it had the cellotape saying dell on one of the sides u see. i opened it and it had this big air bag going on and i saw something green inside it. i was like.. WHAT IS THIS?! then i took it out and i went "AAAaaAA!!!" ahahaha. yea, gave a little scream of joy. i hope nothing goes wrong with it now. :)

must take very good care of my new lappy now. i shall call it.. Little Jade.

Oh, i still haven't talked about my Paris trip yea. will do that once i get pictures from my fren. :P V-day is just around the corner!! JUST RIGHT AROUND THERE. and Chinese New Year falls on the same day! dong dong dong chang! This year's V-day, i had invited my girlfrens to come over for dinner :) am cooking! :D lalalalalala. i can't wait! Every year i would do something on V-day. it's just fun! spreading a little bit of love aiiiight!

Oh, i did a presentation on the QSR industry just now. glad it's over n done with! now i can concentrate on other stuff. but anyway, gosh, everytime i practice my presentation, i get all hungry! it was on Burger King, Pizza Hut, Subway and what not.. dang! but yea i think we did well just now :) I THINK we did. hehehe.

am gonna give myself a break for tonight, and tomorrow night and also the night after that. HAHAHA every night this weekend i've got plans. busy busy. :) better plan my days yo! toodles for now!

Dear blog....

Dear blog, i'd never thought i would write this, selfish of me to feel this way

But

sometimes i feel that i value my friends too much. It hurts me that they don't value me as much. I don't blame them. Definitely NO.

But

sometimes i just wish they don't just assume things about me. assume things that i like, what i don't like. assume that i'm not interested in going. things that i've said, one can change their mind can't they?

Sometimes i wish they would value me as much. Some of them never invite me for anything. They don't see it as a big deal.

But

to me, yes it is. that's just me.

Sometimes i even feel that some of them don't really like me. I'm just a person for them to talk to. that's it. not a friend. Sometimes they don't even talk to me about other things. It's just on one thing. I feel dumb when that happens. I know other things too. Even if i don't i can learn, they can explain to me.

Friends whom i've never seen for a long time or been in contact is different, but it hurts more when they are my close friends.

I guess i view the word 'friend' in a different picture than them. i never like to see my friends sad. I feel guilty when i see them sad and unhappy. Why wasn't i there. Why are they sad? I'm always there to cheer them up. I know i'm not obliged to, but i'm their friend, and i think that's what friends are for.

Cliche as it may seem but "A friend in need, is a friend indeed".

Most of them never realise when i'm sad. Never. well maybe because i don't like to show it to them.

Most of my friends had never seen me cry (except my chaletmates & chalet neighbours). I never like people to see me get all teary. I have a thing for bottling up all these negative feelings inside me and when i do let it all out.. it really makes me depressed. It happens sometimes. Those who i can be manja with and not be judged are far away from me. Living in different states, we still do keep in touch but hard to see them in person anymore.

I never hated a friend, not now not ever. i love my friends (besides my family and god), ALL of them, no matter where they come from, how they look like, whatever their IQ level is, whatever! they are my friends. they are the ones who make me happy, whom i can laugh with, share my stressness, my drama life with but just sometimes...

this feeling.. all this that i just poured out to you dear blog, it'll pass. It'll go away very soon. I don't keep sadness in me for long. It is not healthy for me. :)

"Have friends not for the sake or receiving, but of giving"

-anonymous-

Another one of soraya's emo moments here.. huhu.

HOMG such a bz honey bee

OMG it's been such a long time since i last put up a post. This will be just a short post tho. I'm really really busy this month. I've got loads of courseworks and other uni stuff to deal with. Will update on my Paris trip last month & my "dramatic" life soon. ALSO, my laptop has broken down. It fails me again, i'm very disappointed with u, Lappy. Currently, i would have to go to the library or a comp. lab to go online.

So yea, till then, toodles everyone! wish me luck for my courseworks n test!! xx