waaaaaa... :(

I feel sooo sad!!! huwaaaaaa.. nak nangis.. i feel like i'm getting dumber and dumber everyday for econs.. which is sooo wrong!!!! it's like.. when i read.. i understand it.. but when it's time to answer questions.. i'll get stuck.. i just did a Data Response just now.. i don't quite understand the article.. so OBVIOUSLY salah!!!!! huwaaaaaaaa!!!! FRUST SANGAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and geram with myself!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! (good to have a blog to let it out).. sedey.. urgh! that day.. kena buat Essay and then the question with 13 marks to.. cam cacat jer kite tulis.. sangat sedeh... why am i so stupid in econs! kenapa org lain boleh i tak boleh?! is it because of my mindset?! am i not giving my best?! i'm working my ass off i think!!! it's the only subject that i'm always stressed out about.. ask my chaletmates or Alifa n Pam if u don't believe me.. nih dah lah A2... AS pulak kena re-sit!!!!! sangat stress!!!!!!

k, dah tak nak ckp pasal econs dah.. i wanna talk about my D.O.E trial expedition last weekend.. it was an experience i tell u.. i've walked for 25.2 km!!! PENAT GILA... mmg dah nak tahap gila dah pun.. went on the expedition for 2 days.. on the first day, we nearly got lost.. but thankfully the last group.. together with 2 other groups.. so one of the 2 asked whether it was the right direction to the Kolam Air Panas... and the dude said "NO.. THIS WAY WILL LEAD TO A DEAD END.." by that time.. all the other groups were way ahead of us to the dead end.. pity them... so my group and the 2 groups arrived at the campsite earlier than we thought.. kolam air panas nya takderlah hebat sangat pun... when we reached there.. it started to rain.. so everyone rushed to get their tents up and then went it and eat n eat n eat.. starving.. that night.. we played Old Maid and Happy Family.. i became the Old Maid.. :(... we had Spaggheti with prego... bread and kari ayam (courtesy of Brahim's).. Campbell chicken soup with bread.. hahahah.. kebulur lah katakan.. the next morning.. was awaken by fikri's voice.. saying "bangun bangun.. (sambil gegarkan tent)".. then off we go again.. we passed a farm, Mai Farm.. saw goats and horses.. dah lama gila tak nampak binatang2 tuh.. so was a bit excited.. then we walk n walk n walk.. on the way, we passed a rubber plantation.. then we walk again.. (under the HOT sun) we walked on till we reache KYUEM!! well we had a few stops on the way of course.. but at this one point.. it was just a straight road and greens around us... IT WAS THE WORSE.. it was like never ending!!! rasa cam nak pengsan pun ada.. but once i saw the teacher's apartment.. woo hoo!! semangat membara..

oh yeah, at the campsite.. all of us went to the waterfall.. (had to go into the river and walk to get there) then a few of my frens and i cam back to the campstie earlier than the rest.. then while we were talking i saw the guys all looking at the river.. and apparently.. people were swept away by the water current!!!!! i thought they were joking at first.. but after looking at Iqtidar's face.. i know they weren't joking.. they were all shouting to Pai and Po to grab on to something.. and then i saw few other students.. came up back to the campsite.. so.. this was what actually happened... apparently, when it rains.. the people there will collect the water in the dam... then they will realease (not sure about the term to use) the dam at 7 o'clock.. at this time.. the students were walking in the river heading back to the campsite.. SOOO.. they were all swept away by this strong current.. quite a few almost drowned... THANK GOD none actually did.. some were trying to save their slippers.. and that didn't work.. they themselves almost drown.. one even tried to save his towel!!!! he was going under water and yet his hand was up above the water holding the towel.. (the towel didn't survive).. my cousin was one of those who nearly got drowned... he said he felt like he was in an Indiana Jones movie... (yeah, it wasn't funny when it happened was it Dinni?)

so that was my D.O.E expedition was like.. baru Trial.. haven't gone through the Qualifying and the real expedition yet.. well i think i wanna go back to my chalet now (at the Resource Centre now).. gotta do my hw.. till we meet again in the next post.. bye blog! muah.. ;)