hmmmm.. feeling a bit stressed out

gosh.. it's already the 2nd week of holiday.. i haven't finish any of my homeworks yet... huwaaaaa :( i haven't even started on my Personal Statement.. AAAAAAAAA!!! going crazy... and i'm going of to Jakarta next week.. shitttt.... i hate shity feelings...

i renewed my pasport just now.. and i looked so chubby in the picture!!! we tend to gain a few weights when we're in pictures right?! yes.. i think so :) .. ohh, i met my old schoolmate, bryan.. and he still looks the same.. he was with his friends and one of 'em was kinda good looking.. hahaha! sempat aku.. :P

i'm currently watching Concert for Diana.. she's soooo sweet.. kesian lar.. it's so sad to see someone soooo kind yet she's no longer in the world... such a nice princess!! u don't see other princesses doing what she did... she was such a noble person... but i think deep down inside of her, she wasn't really living a happy life.. i'm sure with her sons.. that's an absolute yes.. but with Prince Charles.. i don't think she was happy with him... in the Concert for Diana, they showed clips of her.. and there's this one clip where she was at the water park with her sons.. comel sangat!!!!!! sweet memories for the princes...

i really don't feel like studying right now.. this is suppose to be a semester break.. and yet we have tons of homework and we're gonna have welcoming test once the holiday is over!! what crap!!! it should have been called study break then.. sheesh!!! benci lah! tapi nak dapat semua A dlm A levels.. macam mana?! haih.. have to go thru this right... no other choices....

ok great!! i just found out that his bestfren now knows that i have a crush on him... waaaaaaa! ANYWAY, i've decided to not like him that much anymore... suka macam tuh jer.. takderlah gila2 suka... he seems like he's not attracted to girls.. GAY KE?? nehhh... guess i don't tend to attract him.. damn it! ahhahahaah! oh well... i gotta be myself right! kalau tak suka sudah..ada byk lagi org lain kat dunia nih.. hopefully i won't be an andartu.. ;)

goodnight!